i know im gunna hear "i told ya so"
http://www.ilgpc.com/forum2/index.php?showtopic=4475&st=0
She broke up with me tonight.
It was too hard for her to be away and never being able to talk to me or see me. She is way too busy taking 17 hours of classes plus band every single day even sundays.
school is a huge huge huge priority over anything in the world to her. I will not stand in her way anymore. She said she wanted to try to take a break for a little bit because she has so much to do already that she doesnt have to worry about a boyfriend either. Her plan was to go to college no strings attached.
I have never ever been so happy in my life. She was the best thing that ever happed to me. I even told her i loved her. To some that is too soon, but that is how i really do feel. I poured my heart into this girl... i feel like a complete wreck as of now. I told her everything that i should say to try to get her to reconsider. She still feels the same way about me as she did when we had our first kiss.... but she has so much to do now, and her future is too important over a boyfriend, which i completly agree. I want her to be happy and we will still definatley talk on AIM and on the phone. I will still hang out with her when she comes home. Its gunna be hard tho b/c i will be hanging out with her as a friend, not a boyfriend. Wow that shit is gunna be tough.
And she wasnt just doing this just because.. . she was sobbing on the phone. She really was sad, so its not just like a "Cya later" break up. She was very sad. But it is for the best.
Now i know how you feel Fish.. just when you thought you had it all.. damn.
I feel like ass now... i got school tomorrow... fuck that im saying im sick.
hope i dont get flamed for being all sappy and queer.
I dont think i can look at that for a while without a tear coming to my eye.
http://www.ilgpc.com/forum2/index.php?showtopic=4475&st=0
She broke up with me tonight.
It was too hard for her to be away and never being able to talk to me or see me. She is way too busy taking 17 hours of classes plus band every single day even sundays.
school is a huge huge huge priority over anything in the world to her. I will not stand in her way anymore. She said she wanted to try to take a break for a little bit because she has so much to do already that she doesnt have to worry about a boyfriend either. Her plan was to go to college no strings attached.
I have never ever been so happy in my life. She was the best thing that ever happed to me. I even told her i loved her. To some that is too soon, but that is how i really do feel. I poured my heart into this girl... i feel like a complete wreck as of now. I told her everything that i should say to try to get her to reconsider. She still feels the same way about me as she did when we had our first kiss.... but she has so much to do now, and her future is too important over a boyfriend, which i completly agree. I want her to be happy and we will still definatley talk on AIM and on the phone. I will still hang out with her when she comes home. Its gunna be hard tho b/c i will be hanging out with her as a friend, not a boyfriend. Wow that shit is gunna be tough.
And she wasnt just doing this just because.. . she was sobbing on the phone. She really was sad, so its not just like a "Cya later" break up. She was very sad. But it is for the best.
Now i know how you feel Fish.. just when you thought you had it all.. damn.
I feel like ass now... i got school tomorrow... fuck that im saying im sick.
hope i dont get flamed for being all sappy and queer.
I dont think i can look at that for a while without a tear coming to my eye.
